Monday, 8 March 2010

And now I'm having a TERRIBLE day

Swings and roundabouts. Good days are seemingly always followed by horrendous days in my world. Yesterday wasn't good and today has so far been a nightmare (quite literally as I have been in severe panic mode all morning and now it's creeping back which means my sedatives are wearing off, I've had such trouble breathing I now have chest pains and for some reason I've taken to biting myself very hard and even growling. I can feel my heart beating in my throat and want to throw up, my blood pressure is going up again and I feel sudden bursts of anger). Things, well, aren't good.

Fingers crossed I can cope better tomorrow, lots to share from Saturday.
Please send happy vibes my way, these sorts of days make me very dispondent and scared xxx


  1. I'm sorry to see that you're down at the moment! Come over to my blog and see the plot robins as I'm sure that they'll help to make you smile!
    Flighty xx

  2. I'm sorry you are having a tough time :-(

  3. Oh, Carrie, I'm so sorry, hon. I am sending a strong energy of acceptance, calm and peace your way. There is still beauty and joy in the universe, and believe it or not, you are part of them.

    I just did a bit of Tonglen practice in your honor and hope you feel the results somehow across the ocean. Your suffering belongs to all of us; and peace belongs to you, and to all of us, as well.

  4. Oh Carrie I'm sorry

    ******Happy vibes********

    Here's to another GOOD DAY soon.

  5. Hi - I hope your anxiety has eased up a bit this evening . Just wanted to tell you how much I enjoy reading your blog - sending you lots of positive wishes, and hoping that tomorrow will be a better day xx

  6. Much love to you and sending good vibes your way! Hope you are feeling better soon! (((HUGS)))

  7. Sending you up songs of prayer to the Universe above..and May it shower and clothe you with harmony and peace.

  8. Hope today is better for you than yesterday, Carrie. Happy vibes are being sent your way.


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